Tuesday, August 24, 2010

What a loser!

OK some of you maybe thinking, "Woohoo congrats Shan!", well hold the applause. I'm not a weight loss loser. I'm the L to the forehead kind of loser. I've gained weight and a considerable amount too. :-( Needless to say I'm more frustrated than before. Angry at myself. Why I'm not sure. Is it because I feel like this is something I can't control. Not sure. I am starting to feel at this point that only GOD can help this sorry loser.

Now before I describe what has been going on with me, NO I am NOT pregnant. I have taken two tests both negative, which is what I think makes this whole thing worse. Here are some of the things I have been experiencing.

  • I'm three weeks late
  • I'm starving all the time
  • I'm craving carbs
  • I'm exhausted
  • Having terrible cramps
  • Bloating beyond belief!
So yeah add frustration in there and I am just a barrel of laughs right now. I went from my starting weight of 218 to 212.2 which was great! I am doing the same things that I did then, now. Nothing has changed and yet as of this morning I weigh 219.8! I seriously wanted to take the scale and chuck it out the window! I mean come on, ugha. 

At this point I am considering starting a Wii Fit Club. So at the very least if I don't loose weight at least my friends can. Oi Vey! 

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  1. Sorry, Shannon! It can definitely be frustrating when you try so hard at something to no avail! I have been experiencing a lot of lower back pain this summer and eeeekkkk! My sisters wedding is less than a month and a half away and when I went to try it on fir alterations the other day I could barely zip it up! You bet I got up bright and early the next morning! But my huge problem is self discipline! I just can't seem to stick with anything! I don't know many people around here and thinks sometimes the best medicine would be a workout buddy! Good luck... I'm sure it will get better!

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    1. I'm slow responding... doh! I can't stick with anything either... I'm all over the place in every part of my life. I drives me crazy. I try so hard to focus but it's like, OOOHHH SHINEY! *eyeroll* Been thinking of you and hoping all is working out for you Darling.

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  2. I also have a wii fit and love it, but don't use it nearly as often as I should!

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