Toro! Toro!

Let's just say I'm egging it on!!!!

Up is down and Down is up... CRAAAAAAP!

I think I'm getting my memo's completely screwed up here. I started at 218 and I am heading in the direction of 137. However I think I got on the fast track going through the scenic route.... I am now 221!!!!! What the deuce???

That's all I have to say right now..... completely discouraged.

Eh? What'd ya say? I can't hear ya, my hip hurts.

UGHA!!!!! Uber frustration! So I've been on the Metformin for about a month and low and behold had horrible, horrible side effects. I had horrible pain! I constantly felt as though I was getting or having my period for 2 months straight, and I know you women know what I mean. Sometime it felt as though I was actually having contractions it was so bad. A couple of times I thought I was going to have to go to the doctors because I was either having an etopic pregnancy or a miscarriage. :-( My hip hurt so bad I thought it was my sciatica hurting me. It got to the point that while on vacation I could hardly move.

So since I was mad and frustrated about gaining more weight and thinking that it was my weight causing me so much pain I decided to just say forget the drugs. I would just starve myself and exercise. ... so three days after stoping the Metformin all my pain and suffering went away. Again I say UGHA!!!! 

So I'm mad, I'm frustrated and damn it I'm gonna loose this fat. I can't take it anymore. I seriously am self conscious though. I feel like people are going to look at me and say things like "Ew that fat girl's fat is jiggling." Silly I know. So instead I have decided to jog with the Wii Fit and work out on Time Warner Cables Channel 1067, there work out routines on demand. I will loose this weight. Even if it kills me doing it!